from Listen to the Golden Boomerang Return
CAConrad
without a fortress
everyone must apply
themselves
my dream
president
sleeps in
a tent on
the white
house lawn
lip of earth
lifted for us
to tuck inside
grandma prays
for busy skies of
the rapture
we must
stop flinching
to be held to
be sung to
kneading
songs out
of flesh
everyone must apply
themselves
my dream
president
sleeps in
a tent on
the white
house lawn
lip of earth
lifted for us
to tuck inside
grandma prays
for busy skies of
the rapture
we must
stop flinching
to be held to
be sung to
kneading
songs out
of flesh
the day you see
where you were
not loving
yourself it’s
the place they
always find
before
you do
fantasy
of america is
finally too hard
everything they
learned is true
a million
dollars
shoved in
a million
bleeding
mouths
is worth
a million
dollars
where you were
not loving
yourself it’s
the place they
always find
before
you do
fantasy
of america is
finally too hard
everything they
learned is true
a million
dollars
shoved in
a million
bleeding
mouths
is worth
a million
dollars
one morning
every flying thing
aimed itself at
your pretty
hat
a vowel
the light
unleashed
overhead
we stood
awash with
songs about
time never
holding us
properly
regardless
of suggestion or
complaint carried on a
season of fruit and grain
when love learned to
turn into a sizeable
journey without
leaving the room
redundant as in
quixotic
poet
our
clothes go
up when the sails rip
return to shore
fully exposed
no more
humans
please a
television
show with
a cast of
flowers
aperture
aimed at
lily and
rose
each
dramatic
episode
chrysanthemum
chrysanthemum
my hero my love
chrysanthemum
quixotic
poet
our
clothes go
up when the sails rip
return to shore
fully exposed
no more
humans
please a
television
show with
a cast of
flowers
aperture
aimed at
lily and
rose
each
dramatic
episode
chrysanthemum
chrysanthemum
my hero my love
chrysanthemum
broken
bowl no
longer a
bowl
apology moonlighting
as compensation
sometimes
gloves get in
the glove box
this is
how
he is
swallowing
everything
worrying
over end
date of
the sky
a good
reaction
when life in
reverse makes
you nauseous
bowl no
longer a
bowl
apology moonlighting
as compensation
sometimes
gloves get in
the glove box
this is
how
he is
swallowing
everything
worrying
over end
date of
the sky
a good
reaction
when life in
reverse makes
you nauseous
Author of Amanda Paradise: Resurrect Extinct Vibration (Wave Books, 2021), The Book of Frank (Wave Books, 2010), and While Standing in Line for Death (Wave Books, 2017), among many others, CAConrad is associated with (Soma)tic Poetry Rituals and exhibits their poems as objects in various sites in the U.S. and elsewhere in the world. They coedited Supplication: Selected Poems of John Wieners (Wave Books, 2015) and authored a book of nonfiction essays, Advanced Elvis Course (Soft Skull Press, 2009). CAConrad’s honors include a Ruth Lilly Poetry Prize, a PEN Josephine Miles Award, and a Creative Capital grant.