John Godfrey
Only My Alibi
Death as knockoff
CK briefs
Life as blood salad
on butt sag
Keep colors inside
the lines after dark
Others come first
at the sendoff
They lick fingers clean
bump fists…
Where’s the switch
to turn up the novelty?
Room becomes a patio
with outdoor shower
Use the baby as a towel
make the breadline do time
I refuse the loaded pillowcase
and walk through the closed green door
I dirty the window and pray to the sink
Ill repute reads my name
out loud off its tablet
I catch up with my ears at a run
Tone arm rumble lullaby
That’s only my alibi
I’m out of there
No song without
a language for it
Spiky notes
without rote
Beside a river
or beside myself
there are angels
with open minds
To discourage them
I offer my pride
My One Ear
Sometimes the person
I go to sleep as
arrives at a coven
It passes in
day-for-night black
So dark the dog rises
high as its star
Revenants scrum
and the beggar from noon
is light skinned and
clean around midnight
I can’t call out a viper
with one bum arm
and need in my eye
A hole where the bonus
slips out of place in me
New faces I can’t verify
Odors once of flesh
that no longer has scars
The literal word is envie not besoin
Happens with defunct and wretched –
I mean wrenched –
shoulder
It’s indefensible
the shit that goes on around here
Explosions cover my one ear
Action gets cadavers to thaw
There is anxiety ahead
when you insert another dollar
Comes the moment I behave
in graceful rude
attitudes of neck, celluloid
and rage
Multicolor infants smile
out portholes
as the rocket lifts off
Fatigued to the point
I hit out
at the dark wall
until I find my pants
Slaps Away
I buy another day
and listen all through it
A question for Fu Manchu:
Why does she move me again
why do I stir?
My fingertips throb
from one peek
at her thighs
Her laugh so like
a thought she slaps away
Memory kisses deep
and I get hard
Burnt poison her rage leaves
and I toughen
If along her street there were
another chance
I would not break its sorrow
I sleepwalk in deception
and desire
She is above me
she tumbles upward
I might never see a horizon
her breasts are so stateless
and sleep slices thin
I see blood on its way
from an orange moon
to flush her cheeks
A pricey set of sheets from Babylon
and how I care
All the Roundabouts
Readiness departs after
a modest reach for the sky
The situationist
grasps the microphone
Seems fine by
the obstacle course
of sunbathers
I look shallowly
into a face
where browns yellow
on-again-off-again
blue under your eyes
Everything you give me
is like stealing your seat
before it burns
The centrifuge is all yours
sparks flash
and I’m like water
under your nails
I make vapor
Depends on
false change of season
Tree fruit drips
and knowledge turns sticky
You lick it and
groom yourself
in one of your tongues
About eight thousand miles
for hire
The pastry cost me nothing
The man at the wheel is not a born server
He knows all the roundabouts
Relax and indent your knees some
It’s dark already once at
the charging station
Moon cockeyed
You in trouble
Will Do
I try to tell padded bluster
from dramatic calving
Someone mutely falls apart but
holds the biggest chunks together
She subscribes to her own fury
Hot steel blade tempered
in grape jelly
Use your eyes:
there is also
a blackened spoon
in the hatchback
Reconstitution resembles
a frottage joke
and the stenciled number
on the rookie camel
Connect the bones as I plow
the seas under and
coax memory into whispers
The body selects its own piracy
impelled to confusion
I forget where the pleasure fits in
Can’t be a dream, the clock
is running over
my feet of bisqued clay
I have to learn my way again
around Disenchantmentville –
my new favorite problem
Any place will do
Poet John Godfrey lives in the East Village of Manhattan forever. He has been things and seen places. In 2016 Wave Books published The City Keeps: Selected and New Poems 1966-2014 and in 2020 Cuneiform Press published A Torch for Orphans.