the older we get
the more of our friends
must leave us behind
to serve out our sentence
on this bitter earth, bereft
of their presence
in our lives & left
to navigate without them
thru the courses our lives may take,
& no matter whether
we may see them or not
in the flesh, as the years
go rolling on by us, the times
& the places & circumstances
that have determined our character
& the people who helped shape us
live on within us so long
as we may have life—oh,
let us treasure our friends
in death as in life
& remember what they gave us
like ike stein was to me
when i was a very young man
seeking an escape route
from the land of the white people
& looking for salvation
in jazz & poetry & weed,
working at hatfield’s record shop
at 2nd & saginaw
& stealing every side i wanted
even if they had to be special-ordered,
living with lyman woodard
in an attic apartment at 923 e. kearsley street
& spending our sunday afternoons
at ike stein’s house
on the south side,
smoking reefers
& listening to miles davis records
on ike's big sound system,
ike was a beautiful cat
who came from texas, a big tenor player
with the texas zebra
& other wild bands, but now playing piano
strictly for himself at home
& pursuing a living in flint
as the publisher, editor & writer
of a little street sheet, like 8-1/2
by 14 inches, with 3 folds
so you could stick it
right there in your pocket,
i can’t call the name of it
but it was full of hip gossip
& even some facts, & you could see
what kind of music
was playing in town
& where it was at,
& ike sold these little ads
to pay for the printing
& make himself a few bucks
while he hustled around town
making all the happening sets
& passing out his street sheet
to everyone he saw,
& at the end of each issue
ike wrote a groovy column
that always ended: ‘nuf sed’
ike taught me that i could write
about whatever i wanted,
& get it printed up somehow
& get it out on the streets
& into the hands of the people
i wanted to read it
& to express my thoughts & feelings
about what was happening
in the form of a newspaper column
& to shape my own course
& follow it
wherever it might lead—
then i knew ike in detroit
selling wigs on the streets,
mr. wiggs he was called,
& then he had a shop on plum street
called little things, & i lived
with my first wife up above it
when she was pregnant
with my daughter sunny
in our tiny attic crib
& i knew ike in ann arbor
after i got out of prison
& he had a store called little things on state street
& i knew his wife barbara roberts in flint
where she had a beauty shop on industrial avenue
right down from where tom allen & i would stand
& listen for hours to the teachings
of the barefooted prophet named j.c.
who was our spiritual & earthly leader,
& barbara roberts had a young son
named reggie roberts, who would grow up
into a great hammond b-3 organ player from flint
& i knew ike's second wife chris
in detroit & ann arbor
when they ran the store together
& i knew ike back in detroit in the 70s
& early 80s, when little things had moved
into trappers alley in greektown
& he was presenting jazz concerts with roy brooks
right there back in the alley
like he used to do in flint before i knew him,
back in the early 50s when he & willie metcalf
had some kind of nightspot, & they brought
miles davis to flint with his horn in a paper bag,
miles was staying in detroit
trying to kick his heroin habit, & ike & willie
brought him up to flint to play,
& on that fateful night
when i met my future wife
it turned out that it was her sister chris
who was married to ike stein
& one day he would be my brother-in-law
27 years after we had met,
& finally i knew ike again
when he & chris had the trading post
military surplus store in ferndale,
& their son ameer
& their daughter nonie
& then ameer’s daughter raven
& then i moved to new orleans
& ike & chris split up
& i didn't see him again—
now ike stein is laid to rest,
he lived 79 years on this wretched planet
with his big heart
& his beautiful smile,
always bringing intelligence & love
into the lives of his friends
& leaving this troubled world
a better place
than he had found it
oxford, mississippi july 18, 2005
detroit, august 20, 2005
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